For about seven years, I keep a diary. In fact, it is not a diary, I write because that is not into it daily. I write in the morning and then out my thoughts into it. It is possible that this few days in a row happens. It was also already there, that I did not have an entry for a month. The diary is really for me a prayer book. They are my thoughts on God, my feelings, I want to express to Him in words. I try to write down experiences, they make me very grateful. I jot down experiences where I have experienced God's intervention. And I write to concerns, questions and problems that have tormented me. On the cover I wrote: «If you're God, please open" I think that so far no one watched, my conversation with God, or has read. Why I write because of all this? Basically it is a thoroughly selfish thing I do well myself. When writing, I come to rest. I arrange my thoughts and often find peace for my soul which is disturbed now and then right. Then again, I had some time a question or a thought for the times listed, and I am encouraged by the fact that has an answer or result confirms the direction taken. It also happens that I have a question or concern always make notes. I do not think this is a problem for God. Rather, it shows me where I appear to myself have a problem. Some suddenly dissolves and disappears. Another remains unresolved, with me still unsolved. Either way I would not miss this diary and the time of writing and reading. It is through this book for me were the following words of Psalm very understandable: "Peace and quiet is my heart, like a rich child in the mother's arm - still like a little child I've become." Psalm 131.2
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